Learning To Fly Without Wings

That's all I'm trying to do. So here's to those who helped in this, you're just another out-of-school lesson. All I can say is, thanks because now I know a little more about serviving here. So, go ahead, pat yourself on your back for your misdeeds!

Monday, October 4, 2010

Ok, so maybe I take my anger out on her.

5/7/2010
9:34 PM
Lexi:
I've decided I'm not hanging out with you guys when Joey's around. Mainly because he obviously doesn't like the fact that I have a backbone and I'm sick of his abuse when he has no right to TOUCH me.
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9:35 PM
Julia:
Okay?
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9:37 PM
Lexi:
I'm not quite sure what you said after I left, but the whole "Cant we just drop it" thing shows that you're passive when he seems mad. Sorry if I seem ticked off about being called rude, a jerk, a "mindless worm", and arrogant.
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9:38 PM
Julia:
I stood up for you and you won't even talk to me. How does that seem fair?
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9:39 PM
Lexi:
You BAREly stood up for me.
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9:39 PM
Julia:
I still tried! I could have just blown it off altogether!!!
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9:39 PM
Lexi:
Why not!? He's obviously more important.
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9:40 PM
Julia:
That isn't true. Why would you even think that?
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9:41 PM
Lexi:
The way you talk about him. Geesh, just ask him out already, you talk about him enough
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9:41 PM
Julia:
If I honestly felt that way about him I might.
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9:42 PM
Lexi:
Then quit acting like he's oh so amazing.
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9:42 PM
Julia:
I don't try to. Sorry for thinking he has a heart and actually cares.
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9:44 PM
Lexi:
Sorry for thinking you should at least be a little upset that he disses someone who's supposily to be your best friend. Oh wait, I guess that would be him meaning there is no problem.
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9:44 PM
Julia:
What are you talking about?! I am mad about it. Sorry for not going on a complete rampage like you
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9:46 PM
Lexi:
Obviously you aren't mad. Whatever, just go back to tellin him youre deep secrets cause you feel "comfortable" with him.
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9:46 PM
Julia:
I do. You tend to get mad or judge me.
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9:48 PM
Lexi:
Then go back to talking to him. When you get down to it, he IS your best friend. Go to him and rant about just how jugdemental and all I am. I'm sure HE agrees with you.
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9:49 PM
Julia:
Whatever, Lexi. If that's what you want to believe. I thought our friendship was stronger than one guy but obviously it isn't.
Joey: Then please tell her this. If she has any problems, questions, comments, or concerns to adress them to me personally.
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9:52 PM
Lexi:
You basically blew off him calling me various things, you trust him more than me AND make it obvious, and apparently both of you think I'm so freakin jugdmental. HE can go SCREW himself. I don't have to do anything that kid says.
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9:53 PM
Julia:
"basically blew it off"!!!! I stood up for you which is better thaan you've EVER done for me.
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9:54 PM
Lexi:
Yeah, sure, whatever you say. Miss Julia and Master Joey are always right. Do not question.
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9:55 PM
Julia:
No one ever said that. You came up with that one on your own.
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9:55 PM
Lexi:
No one has to say it. Your ACTIONS say it. I'm always wrong, you two are ALWAYS right.
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9:56 PM
Julia:
No. Over half the time you are right however, you saying that i didn't stick up for you ticks me off
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9:57 PM
Lexi:
Oh? Would you like to send me where you did stick up for me? Cause what I saw, you were trying, but you were also trying to keep from making anyone mad.
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9:58 PM
Julia:
Yea well I don't honestly like confrontations I get enough of that at home.
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9:59 PM
Lexi:
And you proved my point. You didn't stick up for me. Joey's friendship is more important.
No, wait, not his friendship. Him thinking you're on his side is
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9:59 PM
Julia:
This is stupid. You're acting like you're 2.
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10:01 PM
Lexi:
And I bet you're telling him all this. Yeah, I'm acting like I'm two. What next? I'm a mindless slug who just wants attention?
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10:01 PM
Julia:
No. And I'm not telling him anything about our "conversation" if you can even call it that.
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10:03 PM
Lexi:
Aw, but it would so be you. You can trust him with EVERYTHING. Be sure to tell him that I just wanna walk up to him, slap him, and say "Rude enough for you, MUTT?"
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10:03 PM
Julia:
Whatever.
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10:05 PM
Lexi:
Oh wait, I'm dissing your super cool BFFF who thinks he's better than everyone. 'Specially a mindless worm like me who's smarter than he is.
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10:05 PM
Julia:
I don't need this.
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10:06 PM
Lexi:
Then maybe you should've actually tried standing up for you "friend"
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10:07 PM
Julia:
I did try. Obviously not well enouh for you to accept it.
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10:07 PM
Lexi:
You PASSIVELY tried. Which doesn't work.
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10:07 PM
Julia:
I can't...
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10:08 PM
Lexi:
Well then sorry I thought you cared enough to try.
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10:09 PM
Julia:
I did try. You didn't care because it wasn't what you considered edequate so i don't even want to hear it
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10:10 PM
Lexi:
Shut up and go back to you boyfriend to whine. I didn't care after the whole "Can we drop it?" You try to drop it when you care more about the person doing it.
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10:11 PM
Julia:
No. I drop it when there's no winning. Like with you.
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10:12 PM
Lexi:
Like I said, go back to your boyfriend and whine
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10:13 PM
Julia:
whatever.
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10:15 PM
Lexi:
I mean, when he's important enough to just blow it all off...
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10:16 PM
Julia:
I wasn't blowing it off....
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10:16 PM
Lexi:
You were.
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10:16 PM
Julia:
Wasn't.
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10:18 PM
Lexi:
Oh really? "She was trying to act ganster" How is that not trying to blow it off? It's like you trying to justify it or treat me like a totally retard.
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10:18 PM
Julia:
No, I was trying to stop a fight...
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10:19 PM
Lexi:
As so means "I'm trying to not argue with Joey."
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10:20 PM
Julia:
No, I didn't want you guys fighting because you're my best friend and he's my friend as well.
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10:21 PM
Lexi:
No, you didn't want to argue with him. It has nothin to do with me except you didn't want to deal with standing up for me.
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10:21 PM
Julia:
Not true. You never believe me anyway
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10:22 PM
Lexi:
You seem closer to him which doesn't bother me. I'm just not hanging out with him. Unlike you, I don't like it when I'm dissed.
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10:23 PM
Julia:
Okay. No one said you had to hang out with him
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10:23 PM
Lexi:
WOOHOO! I get to go make new friends! We all know you've got "homework"
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10:24 PM
Julia:
??
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10:25 PM
Lexi:
You, Liz, and Taylor LOVE hanging out with him. So I'm not bored, I get to go make friends. You never go anywhere I do because you've got "homework"
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10:25 PM
Julia:
I really do have homework. And you have other friends.
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10:26 PM
Lexi:
Is that what you call when you just bring your book out and never open it?
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10:27 PM
Julia:
I do open it. and for the most part I usually have Social Studies.
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10:28 PM
Lexi:
I've had days where I left because you guys were being total retards, but instead of finding out if something's wrong, Joey's attention was more important.
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10:28 PM
Julia:
No, you seemed angry and you get really crabby when you're like that.
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10:30 PM
Lexi:
Yeah you're a true friend. You know why I haven't stood up for you? There's been no reason to. At least, none that I've been around.
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10:30 PM
Julia:
Because any time there's anything that you don't like, you leave.
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10:31 PM
Lexi:
No, Julia Rose, if I know someone's talking crap about my friends I do try to do something. Unlike some people.
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10:32 PM
Julia:
I really don't need verbal abuse from someone I thought was my best friend. If you have anything nice to say go ahead, but I will be gone tomorrow morning and you won't have to worry about it any ore
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10:34 PM
Lexi:
Now you know how I feel. Any real friend will get into a fist fight for you if a person says crap about you.
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10:34 PM
Julia:
Bell wouldn't but you stood up for her.
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10:34 PM
Lexi:
Bell would've.
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10:35 PM
Julia:
No. Bell would not have fought anyone.
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10:36 PM
Lexi:
Okay then, I stood up for her because she was my best friend. I thought I was your's, so I thought you COULD MANAGE to.
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10:37 PM
Julia:
I thought I was your's and I get verbally abused by you
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10:37 PM
Lexi:
After you didn't even attempt standing up for me.
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10:38 PM
Julia:
No. Since last year you've said crap about me
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10:39 PM
Lexi:
No I haven't. I thought you were my best friend.
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10:39 PM
Julia:
I thought you were mine.
Whatever, I'll sleep on the couch and you won't even have to talk to me.
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10:41 PM
Lexi:
I love how you try to make that go in a circle. "I thought you were my best friend, but now you're verbally abusing me!!" Yeeaahhhh... and you totally try to stand up for me to your boyfriend.
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10:42 PM
Julia:
He isn't my boyfriend. and I tried.
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10:42 PM
Lexi:
No, you didn
't. Then stop acting like he is
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10:43 PM
Julia:
Yes I did! I don't act like he's a anything!
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10:44 PM
Lexi:
You act like he's everything. Yeah, cause me "acting gangster" seems like standing up for me.
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10:44 PM
Julia:
He has flaws, so do you, so do I.
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10:45 PM
Lexi:
WOO LET'S GO OFF TOPIC!
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10:45 PM
Julia:
Not off topic
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10:46 PM
Lexi:
How isn't it?
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10:47 PM
Julia:
You said I act like he's everything
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10:47 PM
Lexi:
Because you do.
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10:47 PM
Julia:
I don't try
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10:47 PM
Lexi:
You do.
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10:48 PM
Julia:
I don't try to. So how is it my fault
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10:49 PM
Lexi:
I'm just pointing it out. Now you'll know not to say a word about your boyfriend.
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10:49 PM
Julia:
Okay
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10:50 PM
Lexi:
Considering he's a total jerk, but so long as he treats YOU good, he's fine.
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10:50 PM
Julia:
He isn't usually mean
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10:51 PM
Lexi:
Unless you're me, but you aren't so it shouldn't matter to you.
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10:52 PM
Julia:
Whatever
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10:53 PM
Lexi:
Well, I mean he means more so him being mean to me is over lookable.
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10:54 PM
Julia:
it is not
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10:54 PM
Lexi:
You've done it before.
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10:55 PM
Julia:
People make mistakes
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10:56 PM
Lexi:
Julia obviously justifies what Joey does very easily. Like when he BRUISED my leg off BLACK pants that can be WASHED. Yeah, you said for a while that he should say sorry and then said I should say sorry, even though I was the one with the HUGE bruise.
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10:57 PM
Julia:
You wiped mud on him so technically you both should have apologized
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10:58 PM
Lexi:
Yeah, but the way you started to say it made it seem all my fault. Always.
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10:58 PM
Julia:
That's not the way it's intended.
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10:59 PM
Lexi:
Well, when you spend part of the day trying to convince him to say sorry, and then the whole week that my wonderful bruise is healing trying to get me to say sorry...
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11:00 PM
Julia:
I spent 3 hours saying u should.
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11:00 PM
Lexi:
You spent less saying he should. Actually, I think you said he should once then went on me.
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11:01 PM
Julia:
No as I recall I spent recess and that night telling him he should and three hours saying u should.
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11:03 PM
Lexi:
If you're sick of me, why not tell me yourself?
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11:03 PM
Julia:
I'm not sick of you, I'm sick of you yelling at me.
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11:04 PM
Lexi:
Oh, maybe you should tell your boyfriend that
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11:04 PM
Julia:
Why?
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11:06 PM
Lexi:
Because says that One, you think I'm jealous of the time you talk with him and two, you two are sick of me.
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11:06 PM
Julia:
No I just don't appreciate being yelled at.
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11:07 PM
Lexi:
Maybe you should tell HIM that and not ME
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11:07 PM
Julia:
Fine.
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11:08 PM
Lexi:
Have fun with that ho,
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11:08 PM
Julia:
okay
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11:11 PM
Lexi:
Whatev, I'm goin to bed

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