I got too optimistic.

I thought today was gonna be ok. Now, I feel spent. Someone shoot me. I'm a waste of space who let itself get hurt. I don't want to go to school, just need to get rid of this feeling of worthlessness. Why even post on here, she isn't gonna read it. She says she doesn't know what she would do without him, so I'm disposeable. Hurry, numb before I make an attempt on this freaking life. I'm sick of this Hell.