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Enough
Between You and Joseph Rudis
Joseph Rudis October 1 at 9:24am Report
I am really quite sick of your disturbing obsession with Julia. I know everything you say to her. I know that you are angry at her because she will not get rid of me. So you are trying to turn her against me. Is this some sort of game to you? What is your problem. Julia tells me that if she hugs anyone else before she hugs you especially when it comes to me you get really pissed at her.Why? What the hell is wrong with her hugging other people before she hugs you? I am in a relationship with her and that doesn't even bother me the least bit. And I saw the way you looked at me when I went and stood next to Julia and you said " I have to go to tutoring" and rudely walked away. And Julia now tells me that it "physically hurts" you that I am with her. Why? If you are cutting yourself then the only one to blame is you. I did nothing to you I merely stripped away your collapsing illusion. You were afraid. You were afraid that I or anyone else would see through your false appearense and see what you truely are. A sad, psychoctic, obsessive, dangerous girl. And you are afraid someone like me will "steal" Julia away. So the way I see it is you are either a lesbian or you have completely lost your mind. You are an anchor and will drag Julia down. You spread your negativity to others. And why? Because you want someone to either suffer the same fate as you or someone to try and guilt trip. You deserve no sympathy. You are a dangerous human being and your worst enemy is yourself. You need some serious mental help my dear =) .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 5:25am Obviously, she doesn't tell you all of it. And, even though I don't really like you, I didn't mean to give you a dirty look. If you asked me to tell you how I felt then (which I know you didn't), I wouldn't be able to give a better answer than "broken and like she would ignore me."
You don't think it, but I do have to fight for her attention when you're around and I just frickin hate it because everyone wants me to be happy for you guys and act like I feel ok. I don't spread my negativity, at least not as much as you think I do.
My cutting is my choice, I know. I'm fine with it, and really wouldn't wish it on anyone. Really, I'm not at all dangerous. Maybe to myself, but not to anyone else.
I get that I'm probably a little crazy. I've got a major fear of abandonment and I cut. Yeah, I gets it I'm crazy. :P I don't want your sympathy. If I did, I would be flashing the cuts and scars, not hiding them. .
Joseph Rudis October 2 at 5:28am Report
So why is it that you don't like me? Because I got the truth out of you of who you really are? Or is it because I am with Julia? .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 5:34am Idk, seeing your face just makes me wanna punch something. And then she freaking expects me to try and hang out with you guys when I'm almost certain she'll totally ignore me. .
Joseph Rudis October 2 at 5:37am Report
So basically you dislike me for no reason...really mature. .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 5:44am Ohkay, let me think of a reason...you're arrogant, annoying, accusing, probably one of the most ignorant people I know,(the ones after this are actual reasons) you don't think of how your actions will bother others, and you just came at me without knowing the whole story.
Honestly, you both act like being mean to me will eventually make me come around. It's freaking stupid. .
Joseph Rudis October 2 at 5:53am Report
No acutally I don't really expect you to come around. Actually I told Julia that if you were bothering her enough that shes hould just leave you behind completely. I wouldn't have actually told her that if it weren't for the fact that she told me that you want her to get rid of me. That and your lesbian-like obsession over her is really scaring her. And "annoying". I fail to see how. The only time I ever even say anything to you is if you are starting your stupid drama. And that is when I confront you. And rightfully so. So I guess anyone that you piss off through out your life must be annoying because they may confront you. I only accuse when I know the facts or if I was mislead. And Julia has told me all I needed to know about all the ignorant drama you start every day of every week. And quite frankly I don't care how my actions may bother you or anyone else. I do not live to please you nor any other person I do not care for. And Ignorant? I call it out. Apparently I smart enough to dig out the truth from your pathedic false image. You are just as ignorant as I. And You are quite insane. If you are in love with Julia just admit it already. And what bugs me about you...you act as if everything is fine and then randomly some week you start this whole drama thing all over again. .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 5:59am I don't care that you guys are dating. I care that it made her change completely. I care that I'm expected to be perfectly fine and not at all upset. Honestly, if you weren't such a brat at times like this and actually tried to get info about the actual situation, I would try not to feel like I'm gonna hurl when I'm around you two and only walk off when I actually am being ignored. .
Joseph Rudis October 2 at 6:03am Report
The only thing making her mad and making her ignore you is...you. She ignores her because you turn crazy on her. I haven't every told her to do anything to you. I told her when we were still friends that I will not persuade her to do something she doesn,t want to do. .
Joseph Rudis October 2 at 6:05am Report
And how has she changes for the worst? Is the fact that she is happy bother you? Or do you expect her to be a nun her entire life. And stop calling me a brat like you are my parent or something. I am simply confronting you because this whole thing is really starting to piss me off. .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 6:11am No, she ignores me even when she isn't mad at me. The fact that she's happy doesn't bother me. The fact that she ignores me does! But like always you only see your point of view. .
Joseph Rudis October 2 at 6:12am Report
You don't know what I see. Don't be a condescending bitch. .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 6:16am Obviously I've done something completely unforgivable by trying to firgure out what's up, and if it weren't you, I may say sorry. .
Joseph Rudis October 2 at 6:16am Report
That doesn't explain why you are so obsessive over her. She even told me about you asking how she would react if you told her that you truely love her. What is that about? .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 6:19am I was being hypothetical or wondering or whatever. But I have learned never to ask her anything. .
Joseph Rudis October 2 at 6:20am Report
You haven't answered my question. .
Joseph Rudis October 2 at 6:25am Report
Well since you will not answer you obviously are afraid to answer me or you would have no problem answering my question. .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 6:32am I did. Obviously you're referring to a question you didn't ask or missesd the answer.
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Joseph Rudis October 2 at 6:35am Report
Why would you ask such an odd and somewhay creepy question? And that wasn't the only thing she had told me. .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 6:38am Blah, blah, blah, she told you everything, blah, blah, blah. I didn't think she would mind and I was wondering. She should've told me herself if she did
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Joseph Rudis October 2 at 6:39am Report
She didn't tell me everything. None of you ever have told me the full story on anything. She also told me you wouldn't mind hanging out with us if she held you hand. ????????? .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 6:42am Physical anchor to keep me from running away and I meant once, but it doesn't matter, she doesn't have time for me.
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Joseph Rudis October 2 at 6:46am Report
And she never will. As long as you keep up your phsyco behavior she will always cast you out. She may even try and sort things out with you now. But you always take the wrong approach and yell at her. And don't say you don't because she just told me you called her freaking out. If you are going to be a bitch to her just leave her the hell alone. And what would you need to run away from? We are talking about going over and talking to people not petting a lion. .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 6:51am I called and yelled, I didn't mean to, I just didn't want to seem like an idiot for crying on the phone and I called back and said sorry. Despite what you both think I dont mean to be a bad person. You try being completely alone or even told you're horrible when all you want to do is curl up and cry.
And trust me, it doesn't seem like that to you, but it does to me
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Joseph Rudis October 2 at 6:53am Report
How are you alone? Who calls you horrible? You tell me all these things yet you don't give me any examples. .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 6:56am You have practically been doing it this whole time. Julia treats me wanting to know what's going on as a horrid crime even if I'm not yelling. And how am I not alone? I don't have anyone close to me that I can tell anything!
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Joseph Rudis October 2 at 6:59am Report
I never once called you horrible nor thought it. I think you are acting over-dramatic and crazy. You don't ever no whats going on? Ha thats a laugh. And you do have your family. Your first friends. .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 7:01am I don't. and no, I can't talk to them about anything. Saying I'm obsessive, phyco, and dangerous certainly sounds like horrible.
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Joseph Rudis October 2 at 7:06am Report
No calling you horrible would mean that I would hate you. And I do not hate you. And why can't you talk with your family? .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 7:09am You don't have to hate someone to think they're horrible. Haha, how could I talk to them?
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Joseph Rudis October 2 at 7:10am Report
Just talk. .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 7:13am Oh yeah, "hey, mom, quit working on your degree, we need to talk about me cutting" would just go over grandly.
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Joseph Rudis October 2 at 7:14am Report
I am sure your parents would find some time to talk about your health. And yes cutting is a health problem. .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 7:16am Yeah right after they threw me into the asylum and ignored me for years.
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Joseph Rudis October 2 at 7:18am Report
Well being as obsessive as you are you obviously have some sort of mental issue. Though I do not know your parents I don't think they think of you as so worthless as to throw you in an asylum and forget about you. .
Lexi Dixon October 2 at 7:21am Yeah, I never had attention. Ever since I was 18 months old and I had someone I never thought would leave and now I'm freaking alone!
Joseph Rudis October 3 at 7:18pm Report
Life will not always be a pleasent trip. You loose people. It just happens. And you haven't even lost Julia...yet. And you do have other friends you know. Like Cheyenne and Lizz. And I am qute sure your parents aren't emotionless pigs towards you. I think you are just way to dramatic. In fact I know you are.
Lexi Dixon October 3 at 8:24pm Then you'll be able to deal with me saying this perfectly, shut up, I'm freaking sick of hearing your bull crap. If Julia had something to say to me, she should've done it herself, but thanks for waking me up to the fact that I can't trust my best friend. ^^
Joseph Rudis October 4 at 5:33pm Report
= ) .
Joseph Rudis October 4 at 5:36pm Report
With that attitude she won't be your friend for much longer. And you start all the drama. I was simply confronting you. And I have all the reason to. And what was this " then don't, the worst that can happen is that I go and kill myself". Wow really mature. You're pathedic. Nice talking to ya! =) .
Lexi Dixon October 4 at 7:39pm Seriously, you act like you're all big and bold and "confronting me". You wanna know what you're doing? Sitting behind a computer screen because you're too scared to actually say any of this to my face. =) I don't see what's wrong with my attitude. And actually our friendship is great, so I guess you should quit speaking for her, huh?

(holy crap, doesn't this brat have a life outside of this?)

Joseph Rudis October 4 at 9:15pm Report
She told me herself that she is sick of your bullcrap. Oh yes really great friendship. And I would confront you to your face but it really isn't worth getting in trouble with the principal over. I would perfer a nice clean school record. .
Lexi Dixon October 4 at 9:21pm How bout you tell her to tell me herself? Because, honestly, I've found that you're full of crap.
=3 Oh yes, because you can so get a bad record by telling someone what you think about them to their face. Freakin pansy. .
Lexi Dixon October 4 at 9:22pm The real question is...if it isn't worth a bad school record, why drag it out on facebook? Nothing better to do with your life?
Joseph Rudis October 4 at 9:26pm Report
No it is an issue to be acknowledged but why put myself in a situation that gets me in trouble? That would be rather foolish of me. Unless the severity of this situation gets even worse then I will confront you personally. Knowing the fact that you may or may not run to the adults for some sense of cowardice protection. .
Lexi Dixon October 4 at 9:27pm Not when I consider this harassment.
Joseph Rudis October 4 at 9:28pm Report
And constantly yelling at Julia is not harassment? .
Lexi Dixon October 4 at 9:29pm I don't constantly yell at her. And honestly,SHE should be talking to me about this. Not you.
Joseph Rudis October 4 at 9:31pm Report
She doesn't know how to tell you what she wants to tell you that is why I have been trying to help. Believe me or not that is obviously your choice. But the text messages don't lie. .
Joseph Rudis October 4 at 9:31pm Report
Help Julia that is. .
Lexi Dixon October 4 at 9:35pm Honestly, she shouldn't have even been telling you crap.
But, right now, as far as I'm concerned, both of you can take a long walk off a cliff.
Joseph Rudis October 4 at 9:43pm Report
A contradiction of your own beliefs. All the more amusing. .
Lexi Dixon October 4 at 9:49pm You know, I'm a pretty nice person. You know what else? I'm ending this conversationg.